I HATE my self !!!

Aku benci diriku

Aku benci semua tentang aku

Aku benci semua yang kulakukan

Aku benci ketika aku tertawa

Aku benci ketika aku tersenyum

Aku benci ketika aku sedih

Aku benci ketika aku menangis

Aku benci ketika aku marah

Aku benci ketika aku bingung

Aku benci ketika aku tidak bisa mengatakan

Aku benci ketika aku diam

Aku benci ketika aku memendam

Aku benci ketika aku takut

Aku benci ketika aku khawatir

Aku benci ketika aku mulai mengingatnya

Aku benci ketika aku berjanji tapi kemudian ingkar

Aku benci ketika melakukan itu

Aku sangat benci

Aku malu padaNya

Dia pasti telah marah dan kecewa padaku

Tapi aku takut sendirian :(

Ya Allah...

Looking Through the Eyes of Love

Please don’t let this feeling end

It’s everything I am

Everything I want to be

I can see what’s mine now

Finding out what’s true

Since I found you

Looking through the eyes of love

Now I can take the time

I can see my life as it comes up shining now

Reaching out to touch you

I can feel so much

Since I found you

Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe

That even in the storm we’ll find some light

Knowing you’re beside me

I’m all right

Please don’t let this feeling end

It might not come again

And I want to remember

How it feels to touch you

How I feel so much

Since I found you

Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe

That even in the storm we’ll find some light

Knowing you’re beside me

I’m all right

Now I can take the time

I can see my life as it comes up shining now

Reaching out to touch you

I can feel so much

Since I found you

Looking through the eyes of love

(Loking Throuhg the Eyes of Love - Nikka Costa) :))